Life, that for myself now



Life is a beautiful journey......

When I was below 10, I lived my live mostly for my parents, I did whatever they asked me to do; and tried to be a good child as much as I could ;

When I was below 20, I lived my life for my teachers and my peers; my world was revolving by their influence;

When I was below 30, I was quite lost, it took me a while to find who I were, what I wanted, what I was going to do with my life .....I am glad that GOD found me and I found HIM. In all HIS divine guidance, we found each other;

When I was below 40, I lived my life for my children, day in and day out, I was "Only a Mum" and "Full Time Mother" yet full of craps; with some notions of being "Good Mother", yet lack of deep understanding …… My children bravely shouldered through my temper; my unreasonable standard; Thank God, they didn't cracked by me.  Now looking back, I wish I could have done differently; less strict, more loving; less routine, more fun activity……Children are most forgiving creatures, till today, they still say they love me J;

Now I just turned 50 years old this year, the age in Chinese idiom when one should know Heavenly calling, I am pondering……As for the first time, I have the real sense that "Now I am finally living for myself."

Recently, I read this book by Gary Keller "The One thing", this book challenge me to find “The One Thing” to be my  purpose, to live a productive life.  This is what I am going to do…..it is new journey!

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